Is it the time yet?

I myself sometimes still has a doubt in my heart when I'm doing something.
There were many times in my way when I's thinking to give up because it seemed like it's stuck and could not move advance.
At that time, I always asked myself this question, "is it the time to stop?"
And then I always tried asking friends about their opinion, but at the end, most of them told me to stop because they said I could not do it. Then I took sometimes off to think clearly, and keep asking myself the same question again while I's reviewing the result of this and then I came up with a new question, "If I stop it now, then when I can see the end?" and "Why should I listen to other while some of them even didn't understand what I's talking about?"
Then somehow I came up with flashing mind that said "You would never ever see the light if you stop it by now, and even you if you failed in the end at least you know that this was a failure, so you will failure even you stop now or later, This is what came to my mind that have the mixed thinking, and then the optimism mind of mine, then told me something that is very interesting,
Why don't you succeed it and prove to them that you will definitely success?"

This way of mindset will give me more confident for myself to move forward and keep my mind open and try to be a problem solver.
Of course there is another reason that will give me ultimate power to move forward that is I must do my best for the person who love my and I loved.

That's why my philosophy is Do the best and never give up.

What did happen this month ???

Every year I made a kind of planning for the year.
This year almost half finished, so since this beginning of June, I made some plans that I will do for this year, so I take sometimes off to do what I must do. But since the beginning of the month, I barely made anything until yesterday, I felt desperate to make some thing, and I almost forgot the thing I must do. This is like a donkey which the rider put the carrot hooked in front of the eyes, but because it's already very hungry when it walked across the potato field, it just forgot about the carrot anymore and just went somewhere so eat whatever it can eat. I felt like that.
But somehow today, when I woke up I started to think about how to get the market come to me rather than I kept chasing the customer, so I make a little bit aggressive marketing techniques use the quantity approach, actually today I made more than I ever imagined from the beginning of the year. Somehow because I kept thinking that the economics is slow so I also become slow, so this is really affected our mindset.
Even though the economics is bad, but actually what is really bad is our perception, not the economics, because the life is going on no matter what is the economics, as long as we kept doing what we should do but this doesn't mean what we always do.
The conclusion is Doing what you have to do not what you always do.